强颜欢笑1

这个世界上,真的很难找到一个人付出是不求回报的.
包括我在内,

教小孩画画

哈哈，在非常偶然的机会下
，跟阿翔到他的绘画班去，教得都是5~7岁的小孩，真的很可爱！我真得越来越喜欢小孩了！！嘻嘻。。

教课的日子

最近大家的话题都非常特别，差不多全部教练都飞了，但是我们的话题竟然围绕着教鼓教鼓。。。
因为大家顿时变了代课教练！
其实是很好的机会，我们往往会在教学生的过程中，发现自己更多的缺点，对自己是很有帮助的！
我自己原本只教三天，现在变成五天了！
说实在的，还有点累。。
八月份，YMCA有一个演奏会，这是YMCA与KLPac联合主办的，希望大家会来棒场啦！
沙叻秀，的确很坏蛋！嘴巴真的可以一个小时半不会听的！不过最后还是制服在我的手下！哈哈哈！
不过比起我的依约，他们虽然比较爱讲话，但是学东西比依约快！我的小瓜们啊，你们还要加油加油！
中华独中，第一次以助教的身份回到母校，很多面孔我都不认识了！无论如何，我依然希望能在两个月内解决你们的各大小表演！加油啦！大家

已经第四个星期了，我还没开始我的毕业创作，还在画稿画稿画稿！要加速了！！！

美错

王菲

最近听回了王菲的歌,真的觉得它的退出是很可惜的

真的很想念你,所以选了这首歌送给你..真的真的很想你



你快乐所以我快乐

作词:林夕
作曲:张亚东

你眉头开了
所以我笑了
你眼睛红了
我的天灰了
啊...天晓得既然说
你快乐于是我快乐
玫瑰都开了
我还想怎么呢
求之不得求不得
天造地设一样的难得
喜怒和哀乐
有我来重蹈你覆辙

你头发湿了
所以我热了
你觉得累了
所以我睡了

天晓得不问为什么心安理得

依约新村

今天我的小瓜们又有演出了，今天的演出我特别的紧张，毕竟改了一个开头，而且也没有练得很熟，而且经过这一次，我发现原来很活泼的他们，真正表演欲很轻的其实真的没有几个。
今天的演出很不错，至少在观摩赛后他们今天算有进步了，不知道是不是因为少了那几位候补的原因。唉。。那几位候补，我也不知道要怎么办，他们的态度真的是让我五体投地，我尝试一对一的教，发现当大组一起的时候他还是老模样，不停教而且懒惰，有些态度又很差，当然我还是会想办法的！我要他们每一个都是开开心的离开鼓队，而不是因为自己很差而离开的。

今天打得真的很不错，观众还是一样，非常的冷淡，或许对他们来说，连副教育部长的致词，他们都依然在享受座上的佳肴，更何况是你们20多位小孩子的演出？！演完过后，其实百感交集，一是开心，因为他们今天表现真的很不错，而是觉得可惜，什么时候我们也能像新港的居民那样享受那艺术的佳肴？
突然间，有一个念头飘过，我想为他们办一个成果汇报，不用太大型，不用任何的专业灯光或音响，我只需要舞台、表演者以及观众，不用太多的曲目，三首就够了，反正我的人多。宣传完全由学生包办，然后再请一些别小的队伍来做一个交流，在开多一个工作坊，这样就够了。我不只要我的学生受益，我要全依约的居民受益！
哈哈！好大的想头！
不过我相信，学校会支持我的！

我

不知道从什么时候，我就没有爱上“热闹”，回想起中学一直到现在，我并没有出席过任何的聚会，当然指主要也不适因为我讨厌热闹，大部分都是时间配合不来。
高三，一直对中学生来讲，应该都是非常难忘，而且会很怀念的。我并没有这样的回忆，我的高三上课就只有数学数学数学，放学就只是打鼓打鼓打鼓，就连毕业照里都没有我的人头，或许他们讲的对，可能我是高三文三的。哈哈。。毕业后，朋友从以很热烈的态度到冷淡到根本没有邀请我出席聚会，也很难怪，我可是他们的飞机友。而且我出席女友与朋友的聚会还更多呢！当然我也明白我是有特别用途的！

想着想着，我也没有怪他们，毕竟我也没有太喜欢出席这样热闹的场面
当别人都在很兴奋要去clubbing的时候，我会宁愿选择到一家安静的咖啡厅
当大家都兴致勃勃要十多二十人一起去看戏吃饭时，我宁愿呆在书店里等他们就好了。
只要超过十个人的旅行，我都不太想去，感觉上像顾人多过旅行。
或许我有我爸爸的遗传，它也是很厉害，每次都可以一个人去中国旅行，一去就是几个礼拜，当然我也非常明白他的感受，有时候一个人面对自己的时候，你会更清楚接下来的日子要怎样活。

台湾有一个行为艺术家，把自己和女友关在家里一年，一年内不出门，只呆在家里，我向他们的生活应该都是吃饭睡觉做爱吧！当然在这样的过程里面，他们能面对不只是对方，他们能更了解自己，能提高自己的自我意识。要了解自己其实比什么都难！一年其实也不足够。我想如果薇霓看到这一段应该会很害怕把！哈哈

最近看到一个非常熟悉的字眼“give and take“，不只在某年某月某日，我在学校也听过老师说得这一句话。人总是这样，只学会take,但不会give,就算是一个不断付出的人，其实他最后的目的也是take。至少到现在我没有遇到有人是能不求回报的付出。当然，我也不是那不求回报的人。我在想，人的一世，总会有一些朋友是你很想对他们好的，总有一些朋友是让你觉得你是要保护他的，但当你发现这一群人在接受你的好的之余，其实你并不是他们最需要的人的时候，你就会伤心，你会觉得你会在她困难时不断地帮他，但当你有难时，他并不会因为你而难过。写到这边，我肯定自己不是那一种无私付出的人。

前几天，我们才渡过了我们的5周年纪念，这一次的庆祝比较不一样，我们在电脑里度过，其实大家都问我有没有伤心，讲没有是不可能的（虽然很多人都不相信），我没有怪他们的质疑，因为我没有忘记我对你做过的事。过去的五年，我的生活分成三大部分，学业、打鼓还有你。我只能说你离开我后，我真得非常不习惯，感觉生活少了一个人，一种味道，一种气味。说实在的，心里面的担忧比想念还要多，担心你没有钱吃饭，担心你在那边会生病，担心你被人欺负。如果你生气流泪，我会不知所措，因为我已不能在你身边抱着你，为你取暖了。
一年很快度过，加油拉！

我想引用舞踏大师的一句话：
自我省思是行尸走肉对自己的呐喊。（很烂！）

毕业创作（一）

有时要挖尽头脑的时候，只一次的毕业创作可以前的学长们有点不同，我们坚持向老师提出要以展览的形势来做presentation。所以，我们不只要完成我们的油画，整个展览厅的布置与摆设都需要去思考以及设计。我和我那几位同学更是兴奋，而且创作的热点更是标到很高！

虽然兴奋，但只是画草图都要了我的命，一直挖一直挖，要太多的想法与概念，但如何用画画这个媒介来表达，对我而言，还是有难度的。

“当我决定要画画时，我就会把我的舌头割下”如果没有记错，这句应该是梵谷讲的吧！我应该要学习如何将这一切一切，用我的画笔、颜料表现出来！

法国

还有不到一天的时间，就要起飞了，这一趟去的是艺术之都——法国。可惜，我并没有去。
巴黎的罗浮宫、奥塞博物馆、达利博物馆，还有太多太多的地方我想去，太多太多伟大的作品我想看，毕竟看真迹比读万卷书还来得有力！

好久都没有出国表演了，感觉上好像失去了许多机会，最后一次去的应该是台湾吧！唉，没有怨言是假的，要怪只能怪天时地利人和都配合不到。无论如何，我依然会在马来西亚支持你们的！

加油！！

五年计

张雨生- 我期待

old song

最近非常怀念小时候听的歌曲,很想和大家分享这首歌,我小时候很喜欢的




"Never Say Goodbye"

As I sit in this smokey room
The night about to end
I pass my time with strangers
But this bottle's my only friend

Remember when we used to park
On Butler Street out in the dark
Remember when we lost the keys
And you lost more than that in my backseat

Remember how we used to talk
About busting out - we'd break their hearts
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

Remember days of skipping school
Racing cars and being cool
With a six pack and the radio
We didn't need no place to go

Remember at the prom that night
You and me we had a fight
But the band they played our favorite song
And I held you in my arms so strong

We danced so close
We danced so slow
And I swore I'd never let you go
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

I guess you'd say we used to talk
About busting out
We'd break their hearts
Together - forever

Bobby Mcferrin and Yoyo Ma- Hush Little Baby

Bobby Mcferrin- Don't Worry, Be Happy

一首非常简单的歌曲，但真的一听就很轻松
但却找不到它完整的MTV.
很久的一位歌手，我也是无意间发现
喜欢他的那句：
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double




Don't Worry, Be Happy
From the Movie "Cocktails"
Performed by Bobby McFerrin

Here is a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy......

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Lood at me I am happy
Don't worry, be happy
Here I give you my phone number
When you worry call me
I make you happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got not girl to make you smile
But don't worry be happy
Cause when you worry
Your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy (now).....

There is this little song I wrote
I hope you learn it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
But when you worry
You make it double
Don't worry, be happy......
Don't worry don't do it, be happy
Put a smile on your face
Don't bring everybody down like this
Don't worry, it will soon past
Whatever it is
Don't worry, be happy

Heal The World

这首也是我非常喜欢的，他的离开真的很可惜。。。



spoken:
Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better
world for our children and our children's children. So that they know
it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better
place.


There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in

Earth Song

我听这首歌的时候，应该还在小学吧
时常会在电视看到这个MTV,真的很喜欢。
觉得很有意思。





What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain.. .
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth
(What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(ooo,ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn